COFFEE AFFAIR !

Today's wasted times are treasure of tomorrow.
those cups of coffee would be merely possible;
                      as we grow old with the seeds of sorrow.
Empty cups, the place,the table ,the tools; all will remain the same,
                      but, you won't be there to fight with me anymore...
No more we will enjoy watching people , passing by.
Smiling Sharing, it's been the best days i won't lie.


Oh!! friend i don't know you would be doing it or not...
BUT, me and coffee will miss u a lot......

FACE BOOK

Its a box of addiction, a beautiful attachment of life.
Making my life more beautiful, yes, when im alone too.
Before, life was never like, 
When shared to the least known and even the unknowns...
I wish i was born with an update' and people clicking LIKE to that.
But Science could not make it so early, even no one before MARK.
             but i wont let my next generation miss those fun..
            So, could my son cant blame me !!

                                                                      since 2009.
                                                                         JC. 

RE-PHRASING MYSELF.

A small boy round the corner of the room,

Shy in nature and reserve in his words

Sitting in the classroom, sitting extrem last..

Loosing hopes for some specific reasons

which may or may not cause any such variation..

But he tried to extract the source of happiness rather than the comfort 

In the millions world home, with billions of worthless thought

Is he the one, is this the end... 

Did we ever tried to read our self?

Did we ever bend?

Did we ever turned back to see , "is our Foot prints still in the sand".

The Art of Missing Someone.....

Pretended to be happy, we smile in sorrow...
 talking with the midnight we cry in pillow.
Sometime we manage to walk strong..
  through the woods .. we walk long ... we walk long.....
but now,.....
               No  more roses look good,
               No more hungry for food.
               No girls across the globe can touch the heart of the hood.
A busy life sourrounded the mind,
            but no ways to erase the shades of past.
a step ahead, and the memories behind.
skipping questions that keeps coming on mind....
Searching for some empty spaces to live the life free.
In order to eradicate the pain we go through ,
 and we let others show we dont care
              Feelings are subsided, are not meant to share.........

MY YELLOW LIFE !!

Sunshine Friends and an open sky to..

Searching  life and flying  high;

Brown shorts and wearing slippers by..

Loose T shirt and am damn feeling shy...

Ice box loaded with beer, driving in a funky car..

Wild roads and destination far.

Storing memories that's hard to wipe.

Thus,

          its my YELLOW life....!!!

FRIENDS FRIES........

I am only myself, when I am
                                    with my friends
Bestowed, with similar thoughts and
                   showered with all pure kind hearts..
                   Friends you really mean to me much..!!
Peace ans happiness all they lies within.
Friends  and fun,  just hang and spin.
They ease the pain, they make you smile.....
They are the dose of
                        everyday laughter file.

 ,,Friends are the only bunch of people....
                  who gives reason to laugh at yourself....

small soilder....

Even the stars, Moon and the Sun,
 and the soilders  shot with 21 guns..
Everyone is crying and they were in pain.
Money, luxury and comfort all will go in vain.
and who knows, your tomorrow may change;
you have to strave for food,
you have to walk in rain.
You are a soilder , you are here to fight,
at any moment you can loose the light....

LESSON ..... from the past...!!!

Sometimes we are so wrong exploring things
                                                   that are out of league.
Wasting times, involving with critical and conflict human beings
Hanging on someones arms we relay., 
                                                   Next day alone we are just left to cry.
In some or other word;
This is a story of every heart .
Where wounds are not let to dry,
and a new piece of poetry comes by.
If the memories flashes before your eyes;
Or, the picture hurts you twice....
and, if you know you are always been right.
or still finding reason , for that very night.....
Then, you are suppose to walk through it...
Walk with a smile.....
Covering the past of your life....
For the dear ones you need to survive.......

i wish she be with me this -WINTER..........!!!

Ummm.......mmmmmm......
Deing cold, dieing before i grow old,
in a lonely street, i am walking alone.......
Suddenly, love passed me by saying....
try the sweet feeling in the rain...
I cried it out , i cried in rain,
I want to feel this once again.....
and,.... I wish , she be there ,she be with me......
Some how, we can make this winter like the past to be.......

materialistic...... we..!!!!

friends its just a thought .... while we are discussing about the life style .. and the sudden big change,.. in human life ... specially the people .. we are linked with .. our near and dear one... with ma .. brother.. cum ma friends .. with whom i open some corners of ma life .. and feel relaxed... that day with a cup of red tea.. in the cold shivering winter.. of freezy month january...... me and vishnu..... !!! at our best place to hang in our cozy bed...... having the reviews of life.......
and thats true.......he said.... pointing to my words.... we have lost the charm of life .. running over the materialistic... things .. and becoming envious.. of each other .. looking the things .. of others... as he said we are much.... into social gatherings .. in marriages .. of our knows , close .. people.. and to the ... just say to be friends or..... simply near ones ... who are not that ... much important to be get attended in there parties... and there he wants to say... that... we are not made to manage ourself for  the society... firstly... we are we.what we are..... we have our own priorities... and duties... as becoming a ... habitual ... social gatherer person... we skip our duties and ....... and its gets fastened with everything....
secondly.,  we try to cope with the enviroment...and standard ....... of others.... we come closer to ... enviousness.....jealousy...and thus, we loose happiness........
is it mandatory.... to copy or..... to raise the living.... level of ous according to others.. just to.... showoff.....
Happiness... does belong to...... any criteria ... or condition..... ?? i guess noo........
we can live happy .... in any case.. in any condition.... just we need to see the more less happy persons around us.... a birthday... spending..thousand and thousand.. rupeese... cant make any one happy.. unless he or she is ... satisfied.... so.. its a matter of.... ourself... if we are happy.. we will have ideas.. innovative ideas.. to make it special.. may be with .. only 500rs.. expenditure.....
so, i think we need to be visionary.. with full planing...to spend the future.... with what we have.... with.. something.. creamy ideas... with lots of love.... and so .. others feel JEALOUS>> OF>> U....

where i found the meaning '' NOVEMBER RAIN''.......!!!

one day after my office !! that day around  6pm evening, i went for a hair cut....Lo real g.s. road bhangagarh, and it was over by 6.30.... i was not in the mood to go home so soon,with a new look i thought to get lost in between  beautiful girls.... and i was starving in hunger too....

                   . I decided to have a cup of cuppachinno

 i love that sharing with nobody ,i love hot served muffins.... also.... and the best place to have it is CCD cafe coffee day..i went to ccd bhangagarh in hub as because i was near to that......

       the memorable day of my life is a unusual  for me !! it is the best one hr. of ma life and it started on that place,.....---------

                           when i entered .... ccd the base floor was occupied with lots of couples enjoying and laughing out loud.....every one was there with their partners and only me and some waiters were the only lonely peoples starring at the happiness of others.i was in ma mind and thought to go upstairs where a simple whitish boy wished me SIR.. and offered me a table for two , next to a big glass just in the left side of  that floor , after entrance , facing back to the LCD tv screen,...and i was plugged with my ear phones and lost in music in my small cute mp3 player from sony......
                                                  listening to METALLICA -TURN the PAGE!! i was ignore of my surroundings, with volume high...i suddenly..saw the waiter asking for the order.. i didn t saw the menu , i knew what i will have......asked for a grand cup ... ou cuppachinno..and hot served muffins. Me myself cuppachino and hot served muffins was totally enjoying the company of music and me.I found myself lost in my own world with no worries and tension.The waiter said, 15 mints and your order will be on your table, Sir..!!  I was totally blown out with the beautiful song of metallica and one of my favorite-and then-...........
Suddenly - i felt a hand in my shoulder, turned my head......I saw a grown up boy with a big carrying in his shoulders and i noticed  he was wearing chappals.., looked a little  shabby, not in that much good attire......

50 grms of my life..............!!!

everytime i think about ma future,my heart plays a big role in it... the time i feel iam smiling , i loose my passion of happiness......
i keep dreaming for the day whereas, the night never falls...... it has been known to me.... i am born alone...alone was my past and,... and alone is my future...... 
but thn why god shows me hopes.... and gives dreams in night.....
why god makes me feel good when iam in dark... and again inspires me to search a beam of light. from the dark to get it over.....
i cry  with a smile in ma face, no tears in ma eyes,.... heart.. shakes and no word come out right...... !!! 
    i just want to share ma life with all the ppl with same eyes and same red heart.... ..... !!! so i wrote the blog .... please let me know do ma story matches to you..... thnking u... !!!